12.04.2005

minute self reflection

i cry when i get frustrated. i drool all over the place. i cannot for the life of me keep my shoelaces tied.

i snuggle my stuffed pig to sleep. i take naps at least 3 days a week. i play with my food and mix it into disgusting creations.

i correct simons spelling online. i despise people i dont know. god help me, i absolutely cannot ask a professor for one on one assistance without tears in my eyes.

in retrospect, i am not at all surprised that i was so disgusted with myself for so long.

but as for the present, i am not at all surprised that i amuse the hell out of myself.