11.15.2005

i feel kind of like the dali poster on my wall. completely relaxed, melted into some sort of limp, dripping mess, but with pieces just flying off me. maybe i should be worried. im not.

when you cant get your mind off of the things you dont want to think about, just make yourself focus on something stupid. stare at your foot. play pinball on your computer. try to count your eyelashes in the mirror.

everything is a mind game. i think i can win.