4.28.2005

"ive been confused, and hurt, and baffled, and there is a feeling without a name, that goes between hating yourself, and confused at the world"

a friend of mine said this to me over aim just now in response to the question "what have you been up to lately?" i think his answer more than explains what so many people are going through and what so many people refuse to admit to those around them. this is how we are feeling but we dont want to talk about it. i dont want to talk about it either. thats why i have to write about it here, where there is no immediate response. where i can ignore you if i want to. where i can be alone. well buddy i think youre pretty fucking brave to say that straight out.