i find that life is easier when it is just a blur with no details to confuse who or what or where i was
is it just in my own head that people are always around when you need them least? when im in a good state of mind, i tell myself that theory is unfair. in my present mood, i couldnt care less if it is fair or not. ah jesus i might as well not even try to explain it tonight because its clear that i cant even write a coherent sentence.im thinking about quitting soccer.
this weekend was fucking terrific.