pain is only a pulse if you just stop feeling it
fever induced hallucinations. i would write you a letter so long you couldnt even read it, but goddamn ive just got to lay down. just got to put my head down, feel these firecrackers going off inside and laugh without sound at the inward bursts of pain and heat and color. i dont even care anymore. at least im home. at least its quiet. im in a terrific mood despite all of this physical deterioration.
posted by Anonymous @ 10:13 AM
